Hi, I just wanna say that I'm not emo-ing, attracting attention or whatever shit. I just want to blog happy and shitty stuffs that I had encountered in my life. :)
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I am Goh Wee Liang, or commonly known as Mole to many. Haha
Profiles: I'm born in 1991, so you gotta do the calculation to find my age. Currently studying in SP SB, DBA (IBT). Talk to me personally if u want to know me more :)
Oh I'm a kpop fan! Are you? :D
Decided to deactivate Twitter and Facebook because I dont want to (I really don't know how to fill
In the blank) all I know is that I'm feeling empty, remorse, guilty, lonely, disappointed about myself.
I'm roaming around town so that I will not be in my room having wild thoughts, but problem is that I don't have mood to shop, eat, or for anything.
Twice in my life I have been ditched, twice is my problem. I had hurt them. I'm a failure in r/s.
http://www.smu.edu.sg/admissions/docs/2010GradeProfile.pdf http://www.nus.edu.sg/oam/gradeprofile/sprogramme-igp.html Fuck my life. Even SMU also 3.6. Where the fuck can a 3.392 go? Fuck my life. I can't go overseas, it's fucking exp dude. I ain't rich like those flirty fucking rich fuckens. So fuck? SIM it? Then fuck it, the fucking fucker paternal fucker cousin is going to fucking look down at me? Fuck him _l_ and fuck, CNY is coming and I'm going to see his fucking face with the "you should have gone to JC" face. Fuck you bitch. Just fuck you. And fuck myself for not able to get into local Uni.
Fuck myself for this piece of shit. Where the fuck can I go? I need a fucking degree in this country.
Alright, it's December! Good things and bad things are coming up. Bad news: My NAPFA is on this Thursday and 100% + CHOP + GST, I will fail. Reason: I can't pass pull up :( Yeah, I'm lazy to train and I'm prepared to go to Tekong for 8 weeks. Hey, govt will pay you, give you shelter and food, why not? Who knows, I may get well built thru the intensive training? Hahaha :D
Another piece of bad news, MST is coming up and this is my confession: I HAVEN START STUDYING!!! Damn, I really gotta buck up if I want to get into Uni. Urghh... The good side is that I've confidence for Maths For Business (basically A Maths) and Law of International Trade, not so for International Trade Finance & Documentation. So I think I need to study that first.
Ohh, another bad news :( Life in SP is coming to an end soon, I'll be missing everyone. The awesome classmates/camp mates/lecturers/fc 6 aunties, I'll definitely miss them. I've seniors who came back to SP just to buy drumsticks or do their revision, cool uh? I'll be probably doing that in the future, I guess :)
Good news: Christmas/ New year/ CNY is coming up! I get to buy clothes for myself, nice nice clothes/shoes for myself. This spells AWESOME. Totally love the idea of getting new clothes, haha.
Though new year is exactly 1 month from now, my new year resolution: Find the right one Yeah, it sounds abit like hey-are-you-a-despo-guy-thingy. But know what, at times, I really feel lonely (NOT THOSE HORNY LONELINESS). Urgh... I don't know how to explain but those who knows me well, you guys should know it.